Friday, March 26, 2010

Vcr Analog Cable On Pinnacle 150e




far detuned

brutally deafening ...


And I sleep
and just get at me.
Watch me and not see NOTHING.
not find /
do not see /
not find.


I understand / I

yellow fingers badly painted nails
that break, break. Body
loses day to day what he knew desired.


And the sun it hurts my eyes, those cavities filled and so distant.
and blind me, it hurts me.


ERROR / wrong / CONFUSION


dagger in the head friction impossible
two
friction alone.
Inventing / you / we



Nailing my nails into the skin
to never feel.


Sola
blocked
isolated


in thinking in the fucking
thought


hallucinating delirium

madness

NEED

touch.



I stop ...
not reach.


Unreachable, implausible,
(for me)


inexpressible.
MOUTH SHUT,
slow action.


FOREVER.


unsatisfied, repressed, stifled.


ME.



Roxana

Friday, March 5, 2010

Tricep Dip Machine Vs Parallel Dips

not

life is not like to live ...
live, is to be awake if you wanted to sleep forever, life
is hope, an illusion, is holding onto a dream, and living reality that has touched in luck. Living

turns into passing ...
miss, sometimes to die every second,
live or die ...

died, in life, living
died on me as I am dead long

blood on the floor,
glass pieces that take children,
and hurt, deeply hurt, hurt to kill, living,
living dead living with nothing


if
without
be no peace


without artificial, artifice
malignant

today are white ... am not ...

but the essence is red ...
help to continue living without life, without a fucking trace of life-PD


not corrected, even lei wrote this q, vomiting
this "nothing" to live without life passes by Roxana