far detuned
brutally deafening ...
And I sleep
and just get at me.
Watch me and not see NOTHING.
not find /
do not see /
not find.
I understand / I
yellow fingers badly painted nails
that break, break. Body
loses day to day what he knew desired.
And the sun it hurts my eyes, those cavities filled and so distant.
and blind me, it hurts me.
ERROR / wrong / CONFUSION
dagger in the head friction impossible
two
friction alone.
Inventing / you / we
Nailing my nails into the skin
to never feel.
Sola
blocked
isolated
in thinking in the fucking
thought
hallucinating delirium
madness
NEED
touch.
I stop ...
not reach.
Unreachable, implausible,
(for me)
inexpressible.
MOUTH SHUT,
slow action.
FOREVER.
unsatisfied, repressed, stifled.
ME.
Roxana